Is this normal?

I am riding on the BART train this morning, standing because there are no seats left. I’m feeling great after a lovely breakfast with C, and reading this most intriguing book. Somewhere in the transbay tunnel I start to feel this weird sensation in my gut, almost like an internal tickle with a hot poker or an electric shock. I breathe into it hoping it will go away because it’s very uncomfortable. It starts to spread through my body – it feels like nausea at first, then like I am about to lose consciousness. I contemplate sitting on the floor, but it’s nasty and I fear puking. So instead, I grab the bar to keep from falling down, shut my eyes, and breathe really deep. There is a woman next to me snoring, and the snoring gets REALLY SUPER LOUD and echoes in my head like I’m in a tunnel. I keep breathing and thinking “I will make it - I just have to hold on and keep breathing” Finally, FINALLY we reach the Embarcadero station and I stumble off to make my way on to one of those benches where I can put my head down. It takes a few moments, but eventually I feel okay again.

Is this normal? I think I have passed out like this once before, after a couple of months of starving myself in high school. I eagerly await the return call of my OB/GYN.

Update: Spoke to my ob/gyn about this, and she said that it’s totally normal to have these kinds of episodes when you’re pregnant — getting light headed, passing out etc. I googled and found nothing. So there ya go – don’t operate heavy machinery, I guess.

Whoa! Close call

Almost spilled the beans (so to speak) to my co-worker. Here is the IM chat I had:

b: i am really impatient with stuff like this [frustrating software bug]. This is the universe giving me a lesson in patience

coworker: You can have my kids for a week

b: lol are they lessons in patience?

coworker: big time

b: were you (or your wife) impatient before? are you still impatient?

coworker: I am a zen master now

coworker: I was totally impatient

b: sweet! really? a zen crash course…

[pregnant pause, so to speak, as i force myself not to say "I guess I will find out soon enough!" - instead opting for...]

b: cool. that makes parenthood seem sort of good

coworker: depends how you look at it

b: true. like everything else.

*phew* That was tempting.